withsexyresults RSS

your recommended daily allowance of awesomeness

Archive

Nov
27th
Fri
permalink

It kills me not to know this but I’ve all but just forgotten
what the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
as the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten

there is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
but seldom do these words ring true when I’m constantly failing you
walls that we just can’t break through until we disappear
so tell me now
if this ain’t love then how do we get out?
cause I don’t know
that’s when she said I don’t hate you boy
I just want to save you while there’s still something left to save
that’s when I told her I love you girl
but I’m not the answer for the questions that you still have

and the day pressed on like crushing weights
for no man does it ever wait
like memories of dying days
that deafen us like hurricanes
bathed in flames we held the brand
uncurled the fingers in your hand
pressed into the flesh like sand
now do you understand?
so tell me now
if this ain’t love then how do we get out?
cause I don’t know
that’s when she said I don’t hate you boy
I just want to save you while there’s still something left to save
that’s when I told her I love you girl
but I’m not the answer for the questions that you still have

one thousand miles away
there’s nothing left to say
but so much left that I don’t know
we never had a choice
this world is too much noise
it takes me under
it takes me under once again

I don’t hate you
I don’t hate you, no
so tell me now
if this ain’t love then how do we get out?
cause I don’t know
that’s when she said I don’t hate you boy
I just want to save you while there’s still something left to save
that’s when I told her I love you girl
but I’m not the answer for the questions that you still have
I don’t hate you
I don’t hate you, no

— “savior” by rise against
Sep
30th
Wed
permalink
you should never be embarrassed by your trouble with living
— conor oberst
Aug
27th
Thu
permalink
it was such a long time ago. sometimes i ask myself whether it was all a dream.
Aug
18th
Tue
permalink
he’s got to be guilty of something, aren’t we all? so i ask again, who are you?
— dexter morgan
Jun
26th
Fri
permalink

Lucha. kogi. tunes. dig the radness.

May
19th
Tue
permalink

these days…

Mar
28th
Sat
permalink

the catholic church will continue to remain in the dark until a new pope with real world vision is chosen. no condoms or birth control, really? yes, that is exactly what the naive/fundamentalist masses in the world need to think. way to go, pope palpatine!

Mar
26th
Thu
permalink

i just went to my advising session for the sdsu credential program last night. if i choose to enroll in the program i will be student teaching and/or attending classes monday - friday allowing me to hopefully work a minimum of 24 hours. the days i would be able to work would be in question as there isn’t a set schedule. when i get home from swa i will have the spring semester and summer to get the ball rolling on my professional career. i will of course apply for the credential program as i always have a plan b, but whether i accept a position will depend completely on where i am with wrestling. ideally, i can hopefully work monday - thursday allowing me to work any and all shows within driving distance on the weekends. there is of course plan c, which would have me move back home so that i dont have to work, attend the cred program at csuf and continue wrestling on the weekends. this of course will set me back as i will be responsible for a completely different set of prerequisites for that school. i really don’t know what i am going to do when i get back. ill need to find an affordable place to live if i am to stay down here, but then ill be bleeding rent just to work. on the upside, without school, i will be able to save a bunch of money so that should i begin teaching, i can cut back the hours without fear of barely getting by. if i choose to return home, ill have more classes that ill need to take and more undergraduate work isnt what i am looking for. as always, i know i will “figure it out” but, this time, there are a bunch of variables, and this time, it is a bit more real.

Mar
20th
Fri
permalink

an old female patient blew me a kiss today at work. um…

Mar
18th
Wed
permalink

too much food

not enough time

feeling sick

what else is new?

no sleep for me tonight

will crash at 10am the minute i find a place to put my head

cheers!